this is what happened to me:

[Strangelet]

Originally Posted by Caprice

ive had corona, sam adams boston lager, amber bock, budweiser, heineken, coors light (all in that order)

LOL this made my day. i watched a couple r rated movies and choked through a couple cigarettes myself.

Thanks for the update. Still awed by your strength.

the most fucked up thing, for me, about the church is exactly the thing you're going through right now, its violence towards family relationships when it is sold as a religion to bolster family bonds. Its what made me the most bitter about my whole experience. sadly can't give you much advice on the family thing, my family situation being the shitty role model it is.