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[negative1]

thanks guys for the kind words..

WELL tonight is a BIG NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!

it's been longer than 6 months... but we're going
to celebrate it anyway..

i went jewelry shopping with her last week, and we
picked out a nice diamond double heart shaped necklace..

i ordered it later, and tonight we're going out to dinner
at a fancy restaurant, and i'll give it to her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then the rest of the night is ours, to be close to each other..
(REALLY CLOSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh... i'll take a few pics at dinner, i'm sure she'll
wear something stunning !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

be seeing you
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[negative1]

well,
the big night came and went..

and what a night!!!

dinner at a fancy italian restaurant,
she was a little late getting ready..needed
to wait for a babysitter..no big deal..

we had dinner, and then at the end during dessert,
i brought out the box with the diamond heart necklace!!

she was so thrilled !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and what a night after that !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(sorry no details, you know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

pics coming very soon...

later
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[bas_I_am]

alright dude. . its coming up on 5 months. . is this it? is she the one?

next piece of jewelry better be a ring, goddamit!

[negative1]

Originally Posted by bas_I_am

alright dude. . its coming up on 5 months. . is this it? is she the one?

next piece of jewelry better be a ring, goddamit!

honestly, i don't know yet!!!

she's coming off a divorce from earlier this year..so
she's not ready again yet..

i'm pretty old, and don't REALLY want to get married right now,
and i'm not sure she's looking yet either..

we're having a lot of fun, and i really need to get used
to her, and her son....

i think there's 2 1/2 more years of school left for her..

if we make it another year (right???), THEN i might see
if she's ready to get engaged..

yeah, that's a long time.. but i'm pretty sure she doesn't
want to get REALLY serious for awhile...

i'm falling pretty hard for her.. but is my first girlfriend
really going to be my last also?????

be seeing you
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[negative1]

so last friday night,
we spend the evening together..

very close and comfortable..just relaxed the whole
night.

funny games, massages, back rubs and karaoke!!! at my place.. ok we
didn't really sing to much..

old 70's and 80s songs shes never heard of:
that had words that i wanted her to hear..
-------------------------------------------
u2 - the unforgetable fire
missing persons - give
prefab sprout - appetite

and we did a funny duet, which i've always wanted
to do with a woman:
------
elton john and kiki dee - don't go breakin my heart

and ended with a soft country song

firefall - just remember i love you
-------------------

we fell into each other arms for the rest of the night
until she left in the cold and snow falling.........

tomorrows another day..

be seeing you
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[negative1]

i think its almost time for this topic to end..

what else is left?

maybe we'll stay together or not?

i might have to move because of my job situation..
but its a GOOD thing..

the time we had, and shared together were amazing..

is there a future? maybe? maybe not..

but now i have the confidence, and the courage to move on..
and to see what else i might find..

this has been the most exciting time of my life..

i know it had it ups and downs.. but i wouldn't have
done it any differently.. even knowing what i know now...

love is a great adventure...

experience it..

be seeing you
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[stimpee]

Is it over?

[bas_I_am]

damn karaoke

[froopy seal]

Originally Posted by stimpee

Is it over?

A man to ask the uncomfortable, yet unavoidable questions. Sooooo... is it over? [/gawk]

[negative1]

Originally Posted by froopy seal

A man to ask the uncomfortable, yet unavoidable questions. Sooooo... is it over? [/gawk]

hey, i'm a big fan of closure!!!
so of course i'll tell you what happens..

i think its over..

thanks to facebook, and it changing privacy settings,
i was able to find out some more information she was
keeping from me..

well we were supposed to meet today, but a snowstorm
put a stop to that..

when i see her again, i'll just ask her some questions to
see if she's telling the truth..

if not.. its bye-bye...and time for me to move on..

if she does confess, there might be a chance,
but not much...

i need to find someone that is more trusting..
so i don't get used...

dont get me wrong, we had GREAT times together,
but things could get complicated real fast if we
don't sort things out! and i don't really need to deal
with that right now.

later
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