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[negative1]

ok,

a few updates..

i screwed up my trip to toronto royally!
didn't have a rental car, took a bus..
missed the party.. but went to the concert..

couldn't even make it to montreal...

now granted i was pretty bummed out...


but guess what, my friend back in hartford waited
patiently for me to come back..(this is the 24 year
old -> who is actually 23)...

and in no time at all, we were out partying to all
hours of the night again !!
several days in a row..

its really turning into something.. i hope we don't get
(beautiful) burned out. but she says its just until school starts,
and then things will settle down..

i wrote this the other day when telling
someone about what was going on, and i really meant it:
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i know that every second i've been with her has made me
a better person, and the times we've been together
have been the happiest days of my life...


i know i have to be realistic, and realize there will be
a lot of real issues, and situations that might not be
so great coming.. but i'm prepared to handle it, and
experience it....

all i can do is hope she will feel the same way..

be seeing you
+1

[jOHN rODRIGUEZ]

Originally Posted by negative1

. . .
i know that every second i've been with her has made me
a better person, and the times we've been together
have been the happiest days of my life...


+1

O.K., translation: I'm getting some!


Just kidding, good to hear you being happy again.

[negative1]

Originally Posted by jOHN rODRIGUEZ

O.K., translation: I'm getting some!


Just kidding, good to hear you being happy again.

i don't mind sharing here,

since you're like a familly,

and i can use the help..

but i've never kissed a girl before...
never held hands, etc...

there's a lot of firsts going on here...

but it's going to be awhile before we
get intimate..

i'm just not that comfortable with my body yet..

she has no problem at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she's very affectionate, and honestly there are
times, when we're holding, i really, REALLY,
don't want to let go...


thanks to everyone for the support....
i know i've never been one to step in
and say things like this before..

but i'm really getting a good perspective
from it firsthand...

be seeing you,
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