another year goes by...now what?

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Originally Posted by stimpee

Hey raj, birthday? well hope its a good one. your completist attitude here is very welcome sir. however, in real life out and about being competist isnt always an advantage. i hope you can let go enough to relax and be more out going. was good to hear of your exploits last year with the lady. even though it didnt work out it sounded like the experience did you a lot of good. was great to get the updates and experience these things with you.

you remember that? it was pretty crazy going through all that!
yeah, i'm much more somber, and serious now for some reason..

in some ways it was overwhelming going through so much stuff
all at once.. especially for someone that's never been in a relationship
before..

i've met other women in the meantime, and it's always been a wild
adventure to say the least..

this time, i'm taking things a little slower... but i'm sure it will surprise
me, just like everything else seems to! ... in fact i'll be doing a photo
shoot with my new friend this week.. should be a lot of fun.. and i do
need to get outside again!

i guess everyone needs some time for introspection.. but when you
get older, having some stabiilty and some structure might be a good
thing for me to have.. i'm just not psychologically ready to accept that
for some reason that i haven't figured out..

later
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