[Malt Refund]

One more for tonight, pages 9 and 10.. [COLOR=mediumturquoise]some kind of celedon[/COLOR]? I have the hardest pages to read tomorrow.

"I'd wake up
Eager to see what was in the note book
Picking over them pieces
Shaking
Laughing
Re-awakening them Beautiful fragements
Vivid images from the previous night's trawl
That stuff was wonderfilled
and 'Free'
Soon I couldn't walk the streets or travel in the underground
without experiencing fantastic things
Like flash-backs
I didn't need to be pissed to see that stuff now
I was open to it
I'd been shown where it was
and I couldn't get it fast enough

The music came with me from NewYork
I trawled the bars and alleys of London
Pissed and alone
Sniffin' it aarrt
The Music was beautiful
The Night was beautiful
sniffin' the sweet wind in there
A Dog
A meat thing thinking with its dick
Salt Boy on heat
Animal Boy Thing
immune
Untouchable
Randy

'What part of your body you thinking with now?'
'Same bit I been listening to for 5 years mate!'
Something like a 'prick' with a braincell

the music was changing
The Alcohol Thing
Didn't work the same
And I couldn't get into the nights like I used to
They were getting darker
Tunnel vision

Ugly stuff
Face down the hole
Stomach in the water
Blood in the water
Nothing in the stomach only water
Thick liquid drips from between the lips

Calling your name into the White Porcelain

Howling

alone

You could taste the twist forming in it
The Spirit darkening
And I couldn't see the beauty anymore
All I could see was 'shit'
Just shit and fucked unhappy up faces
and those were my faces
'My' music
lonely and bitter
and I wanted

no

I 'needed'

'More'

I wanted to hear it again
go deeper
Disappeared into it
the weird shit
'Sniff it out'
and 'out Weird-it'

'What part of your body you thinking with now?'
Soul-less without a braincell, and Ravenous
The 'door'
The way into the 'Music of cities'
Pissed and crawling through the streets at night

of NewYork
of London
of Tokyo

of Any city
It didn't matter now
Anywhere with bares and alleys
Anywhere with street-shit
beautiful street-shit
Anything to get involved in"