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so i've decided to start working again soon..
yes, and look for a job.. why not? it will
give me something to do.. and get back
into a somewhat regular schedule..

but where? around here? some other place?
i have no idea..... i do have some leads, that
are around me, so maybe that will work out....

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yes, i'm still seeing my friend...
we've gone out more lately, and it's
always fascinating.. what she wears,
what we talk about, and what we plan
to do in the future.....

however, i have to figure out something if
i do decide to leave.. ouch, that will be tough..

then again???
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i HATE going to the mall for shopping... which is why i
haven't been to one in a few years... i do almost all my
non-food shopping online (amazon, ebay, etc)....

so the other day, i had to go help a guy friend drop off
a rental car.. we had been out of town, and flew in
to a different city, and drove the car back to our town,
but the office was closed..

so i go to the mall, and knowing that my friend smokes,
i see a booth for e-cigarettes... no-ones around, or at least
i thought so.....so i am checking out the details, and then
she comes over...

'hi - can i help you?' ... she says.. well just my LUCK,
another beautiful girl to talk too ?! ... turns out she's an
ex-smoker (does e-cigs now)..20 something (i think)
funny, talented (sings in her spare time)...

i think a half hour went by with us talking about life,
habits, jokes, and everything else... yikes, i realize i
have to be somewhere else.. so i tell her i have to go,
oh well.. i'll be back later i tell her..

i did go back and talk to her briefly, but she was busy
on the phone.. she looks at me, and says wait.. i tell
her its ok, and she should keep talking to her boyfriend(jokingly)..
she laughs..

funny thing is, i KNOW i'm going to see her again..
why? because i'm going to start smoking now! (just kidding)..

why me ?!!?

it figures.. ok, back to my dark cave for now..

later
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