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i've been having a lot of sleepless nights lately..
sometimes its excitement, sometimes its anxiety/fear/annoyance.

and yeah, its screwed up my appetite too..
i just can't seem to eat anymore..

i know i've been losing weight too..10 pounds in the last
couple of weeks..[well, in a way, its a good thing, but i
don't want to lose TOO much weight]....

i try it to eat, but i just lose interest..

a lot of it is related to the relationship issues i guess..

everytime i eat alone, i feel like i'm missing her...and when
i'm with her and try to eat, i never end up eating either, because
we're busy talking and interacting..

it's a weird cycle, and i'm trying to break out of it..

but i don't know how..

be seeing you
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