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ok,

a few updates..

i screwed up my trip to toronto royally!
didn't have a rental car, took a bus..
missed the party.. but went to the concert..

couldn't even make it to montreal...

now granted i was pretty bummed out...


but guess what, my friend back in hartford waited
patiently for me to come back..(this is the 24 year
old -> who is actually 23)...

and in no time at all, we were out partying to all
hours of the night again !!
several days in a row..

its really turning into something.. i hope we don't get
(beautiful) burned out. but she says its just until school starts,
and then things will settle down..

i wrote this the other day when telling
someone about what was going on, and i really meant it:
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i know that every second i've been with her has made me
a better person, and the times we've been together
have been the happiest days of my life...


i know i have to be realistic, and realize there will be
a lot of real issues, and situations that might not be
so great coming.. but i'm prepared to handle it, and
experience it....

all i can do is hope she will feel the same way..

be seeing you
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