_positive_1_

[negative1]

as much as it pains me to admit it,

maybe there is some hope after all..

is it really never too late to meet someone?


maybe that's why i'm such a 'good' mood lately..


i actually talk to people,
look up, and try not to be too 'invisible' at work..

granted, i still dont have any real friends here after
3 years... and i don't venture too far from the house,
unless its a special occasion..

but maybe there is something in the air?

what could it be?

[yeah, i'm rambling as usual]..

later
+1

[negative1]

let's see what happens.... could this be a huge
disaster in the making?????

or yet another trainwreck ????!!!!

be seeing you,
+1

[Rog]

:Dthat's more like it!:D

[negative1]

:Dthat's more like it!:D

does this mean i have to stop wearing
dark clothes,

and start saying 'hi', and answering my phone
when people call?

boy, do i need a lot of advice..

it's like being in a cave for 20+ years,
and coming out to see daylight..

be seeing you
+1

[stimpee]

Life. you only get one. Make the most of it.

[Rog]

does this mean i have to stop wearing
dark clothes,

and start saying 'hi', and answering my phone
when people call?


i dunno mate, i'm older than you and thus more disappointed and cynical;)

[negative1]

ok,


done deal,

me and the 'girl' (or is it 'young woman'), are going!!!

she said 'yes'!!!!

ok, now to actually get there.

be seeing you,
+1

[dubman]

-1 you remind me of john campbell when you start making personal posts.
he does a comic called 'pictures for sad children'
they're pretty great.

[negative1]

-1 you remind me of john campbell when you start making personal posts.
he does a comic called 'pictures for sad children'
they're pretty great.

http://www.picturesforsadchildren.com
i just read through them..

some are pretty good..

too many of them hit too close to home !!!

i wonder if that's a good or bad thing???

so, now, my life is a webText(comic) !!

too much for Twitter, but not enough for a blog ?!?

thanx for the thought

be seeing you
+/- 1

[TheBang]

I was wondering about the + sign. Good on ya. Good luck with the lady friend!

P.S. Maybe you can use this one ±

[negative1]

ok,

this is getting ridiculous..

there's *ANOTHER* girl (she's 23!!!!) in the picture..

actually she's been there for a few weeks now,
but it was just talking..

well we've gone out (is that what you call it?)
twice now...

and i kid you not!

both times it's actually been, sun in the sky, birds singing, perfect
weather (in between a lot of miserable days of rain)....we've talked
about a lot of stuff.. she likes the same movies, plays videogames,
doesn't mind messing around with computers/tech stuff, and to top
it off is just really really hot..

i'm a little scared..

it's just too perfect, which is why i told her about
the 'vanilla sky' effect...[and yes, she's seen it]..

i'm either dead, dreaming, or in some kind of virtual
reality sim....

she laughed, and said 'i guess you'll never know!'..

we do plan to hang out a lot more this week.. o man
this is starting to get good..

be seeing you,
±1

(thanks thebang)

[sola sistim]

gees.. and i thought seeing a girl thats 4 nearly 5 years younger was weird. ;)

Negative 1 absolutely ruling at life in this thread. :cool:

[negative1]

gees.. and i thought seeing a girl thats 4 nearly 5 years younger was weird. ;)

Negative 1 absolutely ruling at life in this thread. :cool:

yeah TOTALLY WEIRD...i'm 42 / mirror that to her / 24

seriously, i don't think even i could make this up..

i'm pretty sure i was stuck in a timewarp somewhere,
or my parents made up my birthday..

04/05/67
(1967).... suspicious isn't it !!!!! but i remember DISCO!!!
and even had a crush on 'farrah fawcett', who died recently,
so that hit me pretty hard..

i don't EVEN want to hear talk about 'robbing the cradle',
'sugardaddy' etc ... aughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!@@@@@@!!!!

seriously, the universe is out of whack right now..

i'm just waiting for it to realign itself..

be seeing you
±1

[//\/\/]

4/5/67 - nice numbers!

nothing wrong with a '67 birthtag, either - a particularly fine vintage ;)

[negative1]

4/5/67 - nice numbers!

nothing wrong with a '67 birthtag, either - a particularly fine vintage ;)

by the way, thats April 5, not May 4th.

Though i was born in india,
i have a dual canadian/US citizenship,
so i use those dates preferences.

would have been nice to have been
born at : 12:34:56am/pm too..

be seeing you
±1

[TheBang]

Robbing the cradle, indeed. Can I add "Old enough to be her father." ;)
But hey, there's nothing wrong with that. I hope I can score hot 24-year-olds when I'm 42 (and not married).

[negative1]

Robbing the cradle, indeed. Can I add "Old enough to be her father." ;)
But hey, there's nothing wrong with that. I hope I can score hot 24-year-olds when I'm 42 (and not married).

awesome!
Yeah, i know the 'father' reference.
good one! i think she's mature for her age, with her
thoughts and goals. That's what impressed me the most.

i'm actually pretty immature for my age. i spend money like its going out of fashion.i have long hair. I still eat lots of sweets and candy. and I act
kinda hyper at times.

ok, i'm not into having my picture taken, but i've been told, i haven't
aged much since college! so who knows?

be seeing you!
+1

[negative1]

Robbing the cradle, indeed. Can I add "Old enough to be her father." ;)
But hey, there's nothing wrong with that. I hope I can score hot 24-year-olds when I'm 42 (and not married).

ok, more craziness... just got back in from 3:30am breakfast with
my friend..we had the whole evening together.. very dreamy,
and cozy..ahhh.... well she can't come to toronto because
she doesn't have a passport!!! so we'll be apart for awhile..

again, i have to warn you, I AM NOT MAKING THIS PART UP [Honestly],
well earlier in the evening we go to a club, to hang out....and
shes there with one of her friends.. so we're all making conversation,
and i start talking to her, and she ends up taking my number also.


OK {wait for it} , the girl is 18 !!! one-eight !!! maybe, i'm a terrible
judge of age, maybe girls just look older nowadays, maybe i'm just
really going insane... where were these women when i was in college?

ok, maybe i was always too scared to talk to them, but
wearing a suit (that's my normal dress mode nowadays), and
gaining a little bit of self confidence seems to help a lot..

and yes, being sarcastic/self-deprecating/nice seems to go a
long way also... trust me, i'm an average looking guy, but i
think not trying to hard, and being relaxed might be the key
that i was looking for (i always was, and still am a little shy)..

be seeing you
+1

[froopy seal]

[voyeur mode] Great thread, please keep them coming. (The posts, and, err, maybe something/-one else. :D )

By the way, do you give classes?

[negative1]

[voyeur mode] Great thread, please keep them coming. (The posts, and, err, maybe something/-one else. :D )

By the way, do you give classes?

classes? in what?

i really don't know what i'm doing!

i think that i found someone that accepts that,
and thats why its still going on!

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

ok,

a few updates..

i screwed up my trip to toronto royally!
didn't have a rental car, took a bus..
missed the party.. but went to the concert..

couldn't even make it to montreal...

now granted i was pretty bummed out...


but guess what, my friend back in hartford waited
patiently for me to come back..(this is the 24 year
old -> who is actually 23)...

and in no time at all, we were out partying to all
hours of the night again !!
several days in a row..

its really turning into something.. i hope we don't get
(beautiful) burned out. but she says its just until school starts,
and then things will settle down..

i wrote this the other day when telling
someone about what was going on, and i really meant it:
====================================
i know that every second i've been with her has made me
a better person, and the times we've been together
have been the happiest days of my life...


i know i have to be realistic, and realize there will be
a lot of real issues, and situations that might not be
so great coming.. but i'm prepared to handle it, and
experience it....

all i can do is hope she will feel the same way..

be seeing you
+1

[bryantm3]

i wish you the best of luck. be careful around those younger chicks... they can cause you a lot of trouble. your girl is 23, so hopefully she won't mess you up. but stay away from the 18 year olds.

[jOHN rODRIGUEZ]

. . .
i know that every second i've been with her has made me
a better person, and the times we've been together
have been the happiest days of my life...


+1


O.K., translation: I'm getting some!


Just kidding, good to hear you being happy again.

[negative1]

O.K., translation: I'm getting some!


Just kidding, good to hear you being happy again.

i don't mind sharing here,

since you're like a familly,

and i can use the help..

but i've never kissed a girl before...
never held hands, etc...

there's a lot of firsts going on here...

but it's going to be awhile before we
get intimate..

i'm just not that comfortable with my body yet..

she has no problem at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she's very affectionate, and honestly there are
times, when we're holding, i really, REALLY,
don't want to let go...


thanks to everyone for the support....
i know i've never been one to step in
and say things like this before..

but i'm really getting a good perspective
from it firsthand...

be seeing you,
+1

[negative1]

i wish you the best of luck. be careful around those younger chicks... they can cause you a lot of trouble. your girl is 23, so hopefully she won't mess you up. but stay away from the 18 year olds.


tell me about it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

here's one of them (shayna - 18 year old)... she's been calling/texting me..
(and yes she knows about the girl i'm seeing, they're kinda acquaintenances!)..

she lives in boston, and is a model / bartender / other stuff
going to school this fall. we met in a club.... hot hot hot!!!

BY THE WAY THIS VIDEO IS NOT SAFE FOR WORK [its kinda r-rated]!
================================================== ===
http://mantown.waaf.com -> go to videos section->
the second video from the left is shayna+rachel

shayna is actually very friendly, and is one of the nicest,
most polite women i've met....


be seeing you
+1

[Yannick]

nice to hear from ya raj, wish I had knew you were going to the toronto gig ! damn... I got there late, great show

[negative1]

nice to hear from ya raj, wish I had knew you were going to the toronto gig ! damn... I got there late, great show

it just figures !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that does it, i'm going to make another trip
up to toronto / montreal just to visit people !!!!

give me a concert/date/something ...

lets make it happen..

anyways, i was standing in front of the mixing desk/
with my cousin, and some friends...

yeah, the indian guy in a suit (with a ponytail !)

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

by the way,
in the last month or two,

my texting skills have improved
about 1000fold... but i still
spell everything out, and try
to use correct grammar and
punctuation.

however, i find that most of the messages
have a lot of shortcuts like this:
==============================
c u l8r :)
omg
lol
haha
hey!!!

which is fine, but i know we have 160 characters,
and everyone i know has a keyboard on their phone!

(i do too.. got a verizon blitz messaging phone just
for that reason)...

i know i'm behind the times..

be seeing you
+1

[froopy seal]

but i still
spell everything out, and try
to use correct grammar and
punctuation.
...
i know i'm behind the times..
Then so am I. I'm too a stickler for correct texting. Sometimes hard to achieve in 160 characters. Guess I'm obsessive-compulsive about orthography and grammar.

Your posts really sound so full of joy. Giving me a belly full of butterflies myself. :D Good luck!

[bryantm3]

tell me about it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

here's one of them (shayna - 18 year old)... she's been calling/texting me..
(and yes she knows about the girl i'm seeing, they're kinda acquaintenances!)..

she lives in boston, and is a model / bartender / other stuff
going to school this fall. we met in a club.... hot hot hot!!!

BY THE WAY THIS VIDEO IS NOT SAFE FOR WORK [its kinda r-rated]!
================================================== ===
http://mantown.waaf.com -> go to videos section->
the second video from the left is shayna+rachel

shayna is actually very friendly, and is one of the nicest,
most polite women i've met....


be seeing you
+1


seems like a rough crowd. enjoy yourself, but keep your head on, bro. don't go jumping into anything... women will fuck you up and i'd hate for a fellow dirt to get hurt like i have in the past.

[negative1]

seems like a rough crowd. enjoy yourself, but keep your head on, bro. don't go jumping into anything... women will f*ck you up and i'd hate for a fellow dirt to get hurt like i have in the past.

thanks man, don't worry there's some changes going
in respect to the women i'm seeing now that i think
will have some major repercussions in a good way..

i'll know after this weekend..

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

Then so am I. I'm too a stickler for correct texting. Sometimes hard to achieve in 160 characters. Guess I'm obsessive-compulsive about orthography and grammar.

Your posts really sound so full of joy. Giving me a belly full of butterflies myself. :D Good luck!

i was out with my friend tonight,
and we've come to a relevation..

now that school is starting, she'll be busy,
but she definitely wants to continue seeing me!!!!

i told her only if she keeps up her grades, and continues
to be studious.... no point in enjoying ourselves, if her
future career suffers.. i will gladly sacrifice my happiness
for her future if i have to (with no regrets)...it has to
be that way with me..

guys (like myself), may come and go, but she'll need
to be able to support herself and reach her goals..
i told her i would be there for her whenever she
needs me, and she appreciated my sincerity..

it's a real breakthrough for us, and we're working
on some more details later on...

honestly, days like these, make me wonder about
if there could possibly be a happier person on this
planet right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

again, if it keeps getting better, i don't know if i
can fathom the depths of gratitude , or wonder about
what the real meaning of 'unconditional' love really means.

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

ok,

one last sickenly sweet moment from tonight..
since i suck at kissing women, due to lack of practice....
and boy do i want to kiss her!..


i pulled the 'raiders of the lost ark' kissing scene on her;..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TcwecV-Nj9U

kissed her hand, elbow, chin, and forehead before we
said goodnight...... (i asked her permission).. i think she
got the reference to the movie... but maybe she just
thinks i'm crazy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


be seeing you
+1

[froopy seal]

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Given this grammatically utterly unjustifiable amount of exclamation marks, you really must have your head in the clouds.

[sola sistim]

good to hear man!
this girl iv been seeing is now my girlfriend. so im fairly happy to say the least. :D
just wish she didnt live 2hrs away, and due to her studying i can only see her on weekends. better than nothing though.

[bas_I_am]

i pulled the 'raiders of the lost ark' kissing scene on her;..

kissed her hand, elbow, chin, and forehead before we
said goodnight...... (i asked her permission).. i think she
got the reference to the movie

I always use the woody allen/annie hall (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nePSHhfgN-I) strategy

[negative1]

another amazing weekend..

i've seen her again/talked each day...

she came over late last night..
we cooked brownies together,
watched a nice romantic drama ('family man' with nicolas cage/teo leoni)..

just hung out, and got close..

she seems to trust me a lot more now,
and i'm not as paranoid about what she thinks,
since now she's seen the 'real' me, in a nice
quiet enviroment at my place...

she really wants to be around, and enjoy
companionship with me... it's just unbelievable..

there was a moment in time, when we're lying
together, and i was leaning up against her,
and i could feel just the beat of her heart
against me.... the peace, and calm that we
felt nearly brought me to tears..

oh, what the future may hold!

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

here is my friend..

take a look..

http://www.flickr.com/photos/74279586@N00/sets/72157622138136350/

yes, thats my shoulder in some of the pictures..

i'm very camera shy, and don't like seeing myself!!!!

ok, maybe i'll post us together later on..


be seeing you
+1

[TheBang]

She is a cutie.

[negative1]

She is a cutie.

thanks, you should see her in real life whoaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

well, she's starting school next week!!

we are having a blast this weekend, just doing crazy stuff..

(oh, and i met her youngest sister, (19!), another hot girl to talk with !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )
<when it rains it pours>


playing 'tag', hanging out.... just being together before school
starts. but she still wants to work in time during school..

so lets see how that goes... i can't wait......... she's a lot
smarter than me, so it will be challenging to keep up with her,
and help her study, and discuss a lot of cool topics..

be seeing you
+1

[Dunwho]

well, she's starting school next week!!

we are having a blast this weekend, just doing crazy stuff..

(oh, and i met her youngest sister, (19!), another hot girl to talk with !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! )
<when it rains it pours>


playing 'tag', hanging out.... just being together before school
starts. but she still wants to work in time during school..

so lets see how that goes... i can't wait......... she's a lot
smarter than me, so it will be challenging to keep up with her,
and help her study, and discuss a lot of cool topics..

be seeing you
+1

Hey good luck with this man, continue to take it slow and see how it goes is all i can say.

But you seem so happy and thats great!

[negative1]

Hey good luck with this man, continue to take it slow and see how it goes is all i can say.

But you seem so happy and thats great!


thank you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes, i'm incredibly happy (although i wonder
how long its going to last)??????

is this what its like going through it for the first time????

i've NEVER had a girlfriend before, so everything is unbeliveably
exciting... even little things mean a lot...

she suprised me yesterday, and bought me groceries, and
wants to make dinner for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wow..

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

so we're still hanging out together..

its weird how even doing small things
seem a lot better now..

everytime we go out to eat,
we just end up talking, and never
quite eating...

going out for ice cream was a lot of fun... messy!!! ha ha...

i'm looking forward to some holiday time,
and maybe we'll start travelling together..

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

well, we had lunch today !!!

and OH MY GOD!!!

after we were leaving, and she had to
go back home, we kissed for the first time ever!!!!

(yes, its my first time kissing a girl on the lips) !!!!!!

wow !!!!!!!!!!!!!

be seeing you
+1

[myrrh]

Good on you! I hope it works for you.

And if another guy says anything about the age difference, know that they are just dying of envy.

[negative1]

Good on you! I hope it works for you.

And if another guy says anything about the age difference, know that they are just dying of envy.

thanks..

well, i know things will never be perfect,
and you won't always get along..

i'll be realistic in realizing for what this is..

i'm just saying it's a great experience, and
if it goes somewhere excellent..

life is way to short, not to experience something with
another person.

whether it lasts or not is another story..

be seeing you
+1

[sola sistim]

thanks..

well, i know things will never be perfect,
and you won't always get along..

i'll be realistic in realizing for what this is..

i'm just saying it's a great experience, and
if it goes somewhere excellent..

life is way to short, not to experience something with
another person.

whether it lasts or not is another story..

be seeing you
+1

hey, even if it doesn't work out, i hope this gives you the confidence to go out and find more girls!
good luck.

[negative1]

hey, even if it doesn't work out, i hope this gives you the confidence to go out and find more girls!
good luck.

oh don't worry, there are OTHER girls too!!!

SHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm just talking to them, but yes,
the confidence and self-esteem factor
is doing a lot better nowadays..

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

OH THE DRAMA..

turns out my friend has a 2 year old son,
that she was scared to mention..

i found out through some other friends, and
confronted her about it...

well, she came clean, and admitted it... i told
her, it was ok (i had actually met him before,
when she told me it was a nephew).

yes, everyone has a past (even me), but i'm not
going to stop seeing her..and yes it hurts, being
lied to.... but i did the same thing to her, by keep
the relationship secret for quite some time, so i'm
not that innocent either..

and there's also a jealous ex in the picture!!!!

seriously, either this is a soap opera, or a new series
on the CW network....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't wait to see what happens next !!!!!!!!!!!!

she's going to come over this friday,
and hang out... who knows what we're going to do !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stay tuned .............
same battime, same batchannel...

be seeing you
+1

[froopy seal]

Good on you! I hope it works for you.

And if another guy says anything about the age difference, know that they are just dying of envy.I surely am.

[negative1]

WHOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

she came over friday night at 2am...

we had a really quiet intimate night...
watched the 'girlfriend experience'...which she really liked..

and yes, she does look like the porn star 'sasha grey', we joke
about that a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lots of holding, cuddling, and squeezing going on...that's it, i swear!

i didn't want her go.....and we kept holding each other outside at
her car for about 15minutes, before she left in the dark..around 5am..

--------------
she came back on saturday, and we had a nice picnic, the weather
was sunny and warm...........we went to a park with her son....and
we swung on the swings, played tag with each other, and just held
hands and walked down a pathway near a creek.....

beautiful days go by..........................

looking forward to the upcoming week !!!!!!!!!!!!!

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

another friday comes again !!! she's coming over,
and its 2:47am...(technically its saturday)

whats up this time?

i hear a knock on my door..
my heart beats louder, i know its her !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well, it was a little chilly outside/and raining..

so, she comes inside... and i notice she's wearing a jacket.
and we're in my bedroom just sitting on my futon/bed...

well i ask her if she wants to take it off..and get comfortable..
she unzips it a bit...i see some skin..

she says, well, actually, i'm only wearing a bra !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHOAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok, its not like i haven't seen her body before..

but WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she takes the jacket off !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..........

lights out....................................


be seeing you
+1

[King of Snake]

so does she know you're like posting all this on the intarwebs?

just asking...

[negative1]

so does she know you're like posting all this on the intarwebs?

just asking...

no,she doesn't use the internet....

why? should i not be sharing?

be seeing you
+1

[King of Snake]

well i was half-kidding really but you are posting some pretty private stuff for all the world to read.
Even if she does not use the internet she might not be thrilled about the fact that you're posting descriptions of her sexual advances on a public forum.

But hey I like some juicy reading as much as the next guy... ;)

[negative1]

well i was half-kidding really but you are posting some pretty private stuff for all the world to read.
Even if she does not use the internet she might not be thrilled about the fact that you're posting descriptions of her sexual advances on a public forum.

But hey I like some juicy reading as much as the next guy... ;)

oh please, its like family here..and besides i need all the help
i can get..

i've never dated before, so this is all new to me!

also, this is pretty much pg-rated, and maybe even pg-13,
hardly what i'd call exciting !!! (i'll spare you from the r and x-rated stuff
ha ha!!!)..

anyways, i'm still a virgin, and will wait until i'm married (if ever),
so there's no chance of sex or anything like that going on...

so i wouldn't worry too much about racy/private stuff !!!!
it's mostly teasing and flirting though...

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

went to houston last weekend for a wedding..

I HATE WEDDINGS!! they are so depressing..

anyways, i've known the bride since she was 8..
she has been hot all her life.. and shes 34 now,
and still hot....she has an older sister thats hot
also.. i was supposed to hook up with her a long
time ago, but it never worked out.. oh well..
maybe i'll post pics of her later..

anyways, my parents talked to my girlfriend,
and they like her a lot... more than me! figures..

anyways, we got her some cool stuff, fancy chocolates,
a necklace, and jewelery box, and a fancy red dress (indian style)
with a scarf..

here's some pictures at my place of her having fun with them..

don't worry, they're safe for work !!!

http://www.flickr.com/photos/74279586@N00/sets/72157622638329982/show/with/4034526082/

it was a fun night, and she really liked the stuff.
she's into heart shaped figures...

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

well,

she wants to do a nice modeling/shoot with the red dress,
and maybe some bikini pics!

ok i won't post the bikini pics.. but she does have a really nice
tatoo on her lower back... mmmmmmmmmmmmm..................

post a pic? yes/no?????

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

well,

halloween's coming up..

GOD NO, i'm not dressing up..
but of course she is!!! a nice schoolgirl outfit i think..

yeah, i'm a sad old man....but i CANT HELP IT!

its still HOT!!!!!!!!!!


be seeing you
+1

[stimpee]

anyways, my parents talked to my girlfriend,
and they like her a lot...

here's some pictures at my place of her having fun with them..
+1thats always a great thing if the parents get on with your partner. i think its great youre being so open about this and i wish you the best of luck. as for the pics, wow. she's very beautiful. dont know who sasha grey is but google shows me that yeah there is a similarity...

[RoniPhD]

It's wonderful that this is happening to you. I believe all of us who have read your entries before can easily tell that you are very happy/thrilled. That's great.
Thanks for sharing, and all the best.
Bye.

[negative1]

thats always a great thing if the parents get on with your partner. i think its great youre being so open about this and i wish you the best of luck. as for the pics, wow. she's very beautiful. dont know who sasha grey is but google shows me that yeah there is a similarity...

yeah,
actually the parent thing is pretty annoying,
i'm pretty ticked at them..

i TOLD THEM NOT TO GET THEIR HOPES UP
(and yes, of course that's exactly what they did)..

i resent them pressuring me to pressure her, to make
things serious (engagement, etc).. not right now, its
way too soon..

but anyways, i kid her a lot,
and tell her secret profession was a porn star,
or spy, or other things, because she's always so
secretive (shes coming off a bad breakup with an ex)..
so i guess i can't blame her too much..

it's still aggravating though.. i'll just have to give her
time, and space to work it out..

i really didn't think this would last as long as did
(some of my old character traits coming back)..

i'm not trying to make some self-fulfilling prophecy and
make this relationship fail... but its JUST SO HARD,
i knew it would be HARD, and i'm usually a patient person..

BUT MAN IS IT TOUGH.. i guess the reward will come if
we make it through the down parts too...

sometimes i feel used, maybe sometimes i'm using her..
is that natural?

i know there can never be an even relationship, and one
person will want it more than the other.. but i don't want
to be the 'needy' guy, or the one always asking, and making
the plans.. but that's how i feel, because i have all the time
in the world, and she doesn't have much at all..........................

i don't know when that will change either.....

it didn't bother me before, because i always had things to do
on my own, but now they all feel so empty, when she's not
around......... and there are a FEW other really hot/nice/friendly
women in the wings.... i don't want to feel guilty, but my friend
said it was ok to see other women (as friends)... and i told her
if she wants to have guy friends thats OK too..

we're not commited or married, so i feel the relationship should
be as open as possible..

is that a mistake????

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

awesome day today..

went for a walk in the leaves, and saw fall colors..

held on to each for a long time,

and we've had some nice long talks about our future,
and what we think is going on... i needed that.....

check her out in the red indian dress:
============================
http://www.flickr.com/photos/74279586@N00/sets/72157622630300897/show/with/4083682160/

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

the holidays are coming up!
looking forward to spending them with her..

we'll see how it goes.

i had the most intense weekend.. well
friday and saturday, i've ever had in my
life with her...

being close to her, and spending intimate
time, has really helped us bond together..

of course i can't go into details about this,
i think you know where this is heading..

anyways, we're trying to plan a cool photoshoot
this week, some classy bikini shots, and other
patrick 'nagel' related works.. i gave her an artbook,
and told her we could recreate a lot of poses..

its gonna be fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

be seeing you
+1

[stimpee]

Hey nice pics. Keep it fun. Dont think about those "FEW other really hot/nice/friendly
women in the wings". Concentrate on the here and now. Easy to get distracted. There may well be plenty more fish in the sea, but catching one, and one that meets your requirements is a nightmare. Hang on in there, this girl looks like she accepts you for who you are, and I hope you do too. I never had the internet to help me when I was making these steps...

[negative1]

Hey nice pics. Keep it fun. Dont think about those "FEW other really hot/nice/friendly
women in the wings". Concentrate on the here and now. Easy to get distracted. There may well be plenty more fish in the sea, but catching one, and one that meets your requirements is a nightmare. Hang on in there, this girl looks like she accepts you for who you are, and I hope you do too. I never had the internet to help me when I was making these steps...

you're right, i've STOPPED hanging out, and trying to
meet other girls.. (ok, there is one named simone,
and she's VERY cool, but with her, it really is just
being a friend)...

and i am trying to spend more time with her..

we've gone THROUGH A LOT.. and there are times
i'm very frustrated that we can't meet and do more things together.

it just seemed like she was making excuses constantly..

well that's changed a lot in the last few weeks, and i have
to learn how to be more accepting, and realize her school
and child/family are priorities... when she's ready to let me
into their life, i'll be happy with it..

i know its early, but i've already mentioned the idea of
her moving in with me next year at some point... lets
see what happens.. it would be a lot better for her,
if she can let go of a lot of things from her past..

thanks for the advice.. its a lot of work, but we're trying
to make both of our lives better..

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

well, i've just had the most intense night of my life yesterday..

still can't breathe, and my arms and legs are shaking like crazy!!!!

sorry, no details this time...just use your imagination of what went on..


also, it looks like i've got a new mystery girl to cheat with!!!!
(check her out.. he he)..

http://www.flickr.com/photos/74279586@N00/sets/72157622892632292/show/

whoahhh baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


be seeing you
+1

[holden]

well, i've just had the most intense night of my life yesterday..

still can't breathe, and my arms and legs are shaking like crazy!!!!


Isn't that the best feeling? Like, Life is so much more than the routine events that most people take for granted. You're feeling Life deeply and that's wonderful. From someone who's been in very low, dark places as well as almost crippled with awe for the world's beauty and grace, I'd say that feeling something intense, positive or negative, is a large part of being a person, not just a casual inhabitant.

Hope the intensity remains or evolves into something continually positive and affirming :)

[froopy seal]

well, i've just had the most intense night of my life yesterday..

still can't breathe, and my arms and legs are shaking like crazy!!!!

sorry, no details this time...just use your imagination of what went on..Nice! Like holden said, here's hoping you two can sustain that intensity for a long time.

also, it looks like i've got a new mystery girl to cheat with!!!!
(check her out.. he he)..

http://www.flickr.com/photos/74279586@N00/sets/72157622892632292/show/Hmm, she seems strangely familiar from some of your other flickr pics... Can't quite put my finger on it.

Also, two-coloured hair is sooo 00s. ;)

[negative1]

thanks guys for the kind words..

WELL tonight is a BIG NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!

it's been longer than 6 months... but we're going
to celebrate it anyway..

i went jewelry shopping with her last week, and we
picked out a nice diamond double heart shaped necklace..

i ordered it later, and tonight we're going out to dinner
at a fancy restaurant, and i'll give it to her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then the rest of the night is ours, to be close to each other..
(REALLY CLOSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh... i'll take a few pics at dinner, i'm sure she'll
wear something stunning !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

well,
the big night came and went..

and what a night!!!

dinner at a fancy italian restaurant,
she was a little late getting ready..needed
to wait for a babysitter..no big deal..

we had dinner, and then at the end during dessert,
i brought out the box with the diamond heart necklace!!

she was so thrilled !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and what a night after that !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(sorry no details, you know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

pics coming very soon...

later
-1

[bas_I_am]

alright dude. . its coming up on 5 months. . is this it? is she the one?

next piece of jewelry better be a ring, goddamit!

[negative1]

alright dude. . its coming up on 5 months. . is this it? is she the one?

next piece of jewelry better be a ring, goddamit!

honestly, i don't know yet!!!

she's coming off a divorce from earlier this year..so
she's not ready again yet..

i'm pretty old, and don't REALLY want to get married right now,
and i'm not sure she's looking yet either..

we're having a lot of fun, and i really need to get used
to her, and her son....

i think there's 2 1/2 more years of school left for her..

if we make it another year (right???), THEN i might see
if she's ready to get engaged..

yeah, that's a long time.. but i'm pretty sure she doesn't
want to get REALLY serious for awhile...

i'm falling pretty hard for her.. but is my first girlfriend
really going to be my last also?????

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

so last friday night,
we spend the evening together..

very close and comfortable..just relaxed the whole
night.

funny games, massages, back rubs and karaoke!!! at my place.. ok we
didn't really sing to much..

old 70's and 80s songs shes never heard of:
that had words that i wanted her to hear..
-------------------------------------------
u2 - the unforgetable fire
missing persons - give
prefab sprout - appetite

and we did a funny duet, which i've always wanted
to do with a woman:
------
elton john and kiki dee - don't go breakin my heart

and ended with a soft country song

firefall - just remember i love you
-------------------

we fell into each other arms for the rest of the night
until she left in the cold and snow falling.........

tomorrows another day..

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

i think its almost time for this topic to end..

what else is left?

maybe we'll stay together or not?

i might have to move because of my job situation..
but its a GOOD thing..

the time we had, and shared together were amazing..

is there a future? maybe? maybe not..

but now i have the confidence, and the courage to move on..
and to see what else i might find..

this has been the most exciting time of my life..

i know it had it ups and downs.. but i wouldn't have
done it any differently.. even knowing what i know now...

love is a great adventure...

experience it..

be seeing you
+1

[stimpee]

Is it over?

[bas_I_am]

damn karaoke

[froopy seal]

Is it over?A man to ask the uncomfortable, yet unavoidable questions. Sooooo... is it over? [/gawk]

[negative1]

A man to ask the uncomfortable, yet unavoidable questions. Sooooo... is it over? [/gawk]

hey, i'm a big fan of closure!!!
so of course i'll tell you what happens..

i think its over..

thanks to facebook, and it changing privacy settings,
i was able to find out some more information she was
keeping from me..

well we were supposed to meet today, but a snowstorm
put a stop to that..

when i see her again, i'll just ask her some questions to
see if she's telling the truth..

if not.. its bye-bye...and time for me to move on..

if she does confess, there might be a chance,
but not much...

i need to find someone that is more trusting..
so i don't get used...

dont get me wrong, we had GREAT times together,
but things could get complicated real fast if we
don't sort things out! and i don't really need to deal
with that right now.

later
-1

[//\/\/]

good luck either way - sounds like you're well-prepared for either outcome...

(as a side-note - those new privacy settings are something else, aren't they? set up by idiots who seem to totally miss the meaning of 'privacy' surely you should start at the most private, and then allow users to open up if they want to?)

[negative1]

well..

i saw her today finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, its over - at least the relationship part..

but...

we're still friends..and we'll keep in touch..

at least that part is there, and we're on good
terms.

yeah, she was disappointed, but there's no reason
we can't be civil, and be adults...

you never know what could happen in the future though!!!

we still plan to meet every so often just to keep in touch..

what a trip its been...
lets see what a new chapter brings..

and yes, i'm already talking to other women.
there's a cute girl next door, that i've been
finding out more about every day..

some strange things going on, but i guess i
like challenges!!!! obviously...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......................

be seeing you
+1

[negative1]

well,

another chapter started in my life..

looks like the girl next door is real!

we've started hanging out, and you never
know what's going to happen and where it
will go!!!!

time to close the book on the past, but
still remember it....

also, GO WATCH - 500 days of summer...
the girl even looked like the one i was seeing!!!

it pretty much mirrors a lot of what i went
through..

of course my movie (he he) will be a lot racier,
and have a lot more twists in it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

be seeing you
+1

[stimpee]

Zooey Deschanel is amazingly hot.

[negative1]

Zooey Deschanel is amazingly hot.

and crazy in that movie!

my friend was kinda like that..
hot/cold...on/off... i just never knew
what was going on most of the time..

at the end it really picked up, and we
got a lot closer..

but she had to make a choice about who
she wanted to be with.. and having a past,
and a son made it really hard..

i do wish her the best though..

anyways, onto my other friend..
she's 23 also (what is it with that age?),
she's a teacher, and is very friendly..

we've hung out all through the holidays,
and even met up new years day..

she seems a little OCD, but thats ok,
just another quirk.... i guess i like those..

be seeing you
+1

[stimpee]

and crazy in that movie!

my friend was kinda like that..
hot/cold...on/off... i just never knew
what was going on most of the time..

at the end it really picked up, and we
got a lot closer..

but she had to make a choice about who
she wanted to be with.. and having a past,
and a son made it really hard..

i do wish her the best though..

anyways, onto my other friend..
she's 23 also (what is it with that age?),
she's a teacher, and is very friendly..

we've hung out all through the holidays,
and even met up new years day..

she seems a little OCD, but thats ok,
just another quirk.... i guess i like those..

be seeing you
+1good luck with the OCD-ish teacher. Ive been out with a few teachers. always get some intelligent conversation :) as for OCD, well, youre also a person who likes to have things organised right? your compilations are legendary :p

[negative1]

good luck with the OCD-ish teacher. Ive been out with a few teachers. always get some intelligent conversation :) as for OCD, well, youre also a person who likes to have things organised right? your compilations are legendary :p

yeah, have i got some stories to tell already!..

anyways, a few quick pics..
when she was at my door, and she remembered
she forgot something at her place..

http://www.flickr.com/photos/74279586@N00/sets/72157623006143549/show/with/4241994186/

be seeing you
+1

[sola sistim]

Zooey Deschanel is amazingly hot.
Emily Deschanel is also amazingly hot.

[froopy seal]

Emily Deschanel is also amazingly hot.This is highly valuable information. Thank you, Sir (I presume). :eek:

[bryantm3]

yeah, have i got some stories to tell already!..

anyways, a few quick pics..
when she was at my door, and she remembered
she forgot something at her place..

http://www.flickr.com/photos/74279586@N00/sets/72157623006143549/show/with/4241994186/

be seeing you
+1

maybe you should just take pictures with her instead of using your cell phone through your zipper, i'm sure she'd like that more.

:p

it's good to know you're doing well, dude. i wish you the best of luck.

[holden]

seconded or thirded on Zooey Deschanel's hotness.

Hmm, 500 Days of Summer - that movie made me mad. Our man Joseph Gordon Levitt sure got taken in and spit out. But isn't that the way in relationships where one person is much more into it and hanging on every word/nuance/supposed clue from the other, less interested person? You build up that this person is your ideal soulmate, when in fact, much of that is just your hopes and delusions projected on someone who's all too human and has their own conflicting views on you. But what made me mad was that the Summer character kind of led him on with dancing and reuniting and inviting him to a party, only to get engaged to someone else in no time, when she said that would never happen.

But back to the positiveness of negative1... i hope things work out and i'm glad to hear that relationships and happinstances affect you in these deep ways. People that drift or are unfeeling are missing out on Life's Rich Pageant. Oscillating between emotional extremes can be trying, but it sure beats feeling numb. Keep on living my friend.